Asking someone “What should I do?” after being cheated on in your relationship is like asking someone what to do with the food that’s on your plate. The obvious thing to do is to leave them alone, and move on. (The other side of me says) But then again, when you are EMOTIONALLY attached to someone, leaving or letting go is one of the HARDEST things to do. You can physically leave them and think because you haven’t seen them in a while then you’re over them….but AS SOON as you see them, feelings rush back and you’re back at square one, because Emotionally you’re still connected. That’s why it is important to watch who you TIE YOUR SOUL to. The hold that the person has on you can prevent you from A LOT of things, especially the very one who God may really have for you! There is no way you can try to move towards your future when you are chained to your past.

Just venting…..I kinda put myself in a situation I normally wouldn’t put myself in. I ask myself why did I care? I still don’t know. I’m kinda baffled right now. Smh. But all I know is…never again. I will never put myself in a situation like that again. I see why I stayed away before, this just gave me the cemented decision to stay away for good this time. I’m out..

It’s 5:10 am…and I’m up. Why? Don’t know…but what I do know, is captain crunch is calling me….I’m out!!